my getaway

staying up late makes me think a lot…… not good…..

i just did research, and realized i’m OLDER than Bruno Mars….

been playing Catan with my siblings for the last few days.  Best boardgame ever!  good bonding time.  =)

i’ve also kinda got back to Starcraft.  just played like 10 games earlier.  and now it’s almost 5am…… lol.  gotta wake up early and clean the house too.  dunno if tat’s gonna happen though.  hahaha.

i played about 15 games of bowling today.  =P

i sang at 2 different masses today.  went to the first mass and when i stepped in the door, the other girl said “you’re solo-ing.”  i’m like, “wat?! but i didn’t even go to practice.”  then i realized i was informed, and it was teh same song as the christmas concert.  haha.  the second mass, (another group of signers), we sang really really well.  every year, a few people join together to sing the MIDNIGHT CHRISTMAS MASS at st elizabeth in milpitas.  i really enjoy singing with them cuz we sound pretty good, and so it’s fun.

CLASS           Description                Units    Grade    Grade Point

ARED 338     Princ of Art Educ        3.00        B         9.000
PHIL 66         Intro to Aesthetics      3.00        B         9.000
PHOT 113     Alt. Photo Media        3.00        A         12.00
PHOT 114     Adv. Blk/Wht Photo   3.00        B+        9.900

i just raised my total GPA. from 3.0 to a 3.1 =)

and i don’t like it….. maybe i’ll let some out here………..

i am confused about a lot of stuff……..

1. Jury Duty
-they still haven’t called me or send anything home….. i am quite worried.

2. CBEST
-i failed it and now i feel pooped.  it suppose to be a test for like highschool level.  how can a person born in USA be so bad at English?!  =[   well, i suppose i could answer tat myself….meh. 

3. Girls
-i am indecisive.  dunno what to do.  i think my heart is leaning me toward a direction, but my brain is somewat telling me to chose another route.  but for some reason, i feel at fault for watever choice i may make.  maybe in the end, i’ll chose to sit still not decide on a path….and then end up regretting it also……decisions decisions.  bleh!

4. Myself
-i wish i was better…. in many many ways….and i sometimes hate myself for lacking so many things, and sometimes for hating myself.  i should really man up and do something about it rather than ranting about it.  lol.  watever.

so yeah, i failed the Writing Portion of the CBEST… and i got a low score on the Reading portion…….
so i need to retake the Writing Portion, and i think i’ll also retake the Reading Portion to get a higher score…..

i guess i can’t be a substitute teacher. maybe i’ll go around and observe, or take on a photo job.

today was the christmas concert.  My FLOCK choir went first and i think we did quite well. my Sao-Mai choir went second, and yeah… tat didn’t go so well.  we were off-beat.  and so i was soloing the last part, and when i pulled up the mic to the mouth, it wouldn’t reach!  O,O  so i had to slouch a bit to sing, and i was basically hiding behind this girl in front of me.  and on top of that, the mic wasn’t even on until like 5 words in!!!  and by tat time, my mind was lost, and i didn’t memorize my lyrics, so i had to look at the book.  yeah, it was pretty bad.  lol.

after all tat, i went to Christmas in the Park.  it was sprinkling, and so not many people were there, and it was around 10pm, so yeah, it wasn’t as joyful.

TOMORROW i’m going to a wedding.  yet another wedding with no date.  booooo.  though, i think it might be weird to invite a friend who doesn’t know the couple and is not my girlfriend.  bummer.

so…… i thought my jury duty is next week…… then i realized that it was actually this week.  i went online to check my group number.  apparently, it had passed.

so i called in and the lady said i was summoned on Monday….. and i better send a postponement before i get fined (or maybe even be put in jail!  O,O).

so yeah, i turned in my postponement, but i hope things are ok  because i already postponed before.  not sure if i can postpone a second time…=(

i don’t mind having to pay a fee, but i don’t want 5 days in jail! it’ll be so boring! and it might be on my record.  =`(